Happy Birthday. Today is your 21st birthday. Looking back on those 21 years a lot of the memories make me laugh and thinking of our relationship I always think of one song. Slice of Heaven by Dave Dobbyn. I don't know why, maybe it's because you loved that stupid movie Footrot Flats, or maybe it just reminds me of you, or becuase of the lyrics. The main one being 'Hey, I gotta lotta faith in you, I'll stick with you kid, that's the bottom line. Yeah, we have a lot of fun, don't we?'... If that doesn't sum up my feelings for you I don't know what else would. I have endless faith in you & I won't lie you are really testing my faith right now, I hope you change soon, back into the Nikki we know & love. Now our relationship hasn't always been fabulous, like now. We aren't talking. But for most of our lives we have always been close & pretty much I would like to say we were best friends. What we are going through right now sucks, it's actually pretty disgusting. To me our family is very important. I hope turning 21 you realise how important we are to you. You should try and remember all the fun & great times we have had as a family and as sisters. All the things we laugh at matter. All the things we did together. The countless memories we have, you claim to not remember them. But I know you do. Because we have a lot of fun don't we?... Like cubby house free falling, spot lighting, barbies, road trips, staying home alone together & just having personal jokes. All of those times matter to me & I hope they matter to you.
I wish you were celebrating your birthday with us, as a family. But it's your decision not too. You've made some questionable life choices now & it's growing harder to even know if you really love us. It's actually hard for us to even know who you are anymore, you seem to have changed so much. We miss the old fun silly Noodle. I don't know what made you turn dark & nasty but we hope you come back to us soon! Just always remember one thing, we may not speak today or anytime soon but I love you, our family loves you & we will be there for you. And when you can realise how important family is and want to say sorry, we hope you come home. But until then we have just have memories of the you we love...
I wrote this blog to remind that we do LOVE you & say Happy Birthday as I know you don't answer our calls & to prove that I do actually care about you even though you keep saying to everyone how much we all (especially me) hate you... I doubt that you reading this will change your mind & make you come home, but it's worth a try.
Happy 21st Noodle!
I wish I was making a funny, positive speech at your 21st. But this will just have to do...
I Love you.
Nikki and I when we were very young... When we were best friends.
Nicole & I. Fraser Island.
Nicole and I before her Deb' ball...
Noodle before her formal.
The awesome foursome... Well now we are the terrific trio, we are missing our wackiest member.
Nikki and I at Infinity on the Gold Coast...
Nicole and her latest boyfriend...
After Nikkis speech at my 21st. How things can change in less than 2years. :(
Nicole and Mum... Wow well this proves that she is really my Sister. With all the crazy stuff going on lately I thought maybe we weren't really related. But Mum & Nikki look like twins!!
Silly Noodle. (Don't whinge about these embarrassing photos, if you do I have some absolute stunners to replace them with. Don't tempt me)
Happy Birthday Nikki. I miss my sister & hope you turn back into the person we know soon!
Anyway here is a video celebrating Nicoles 21st.. ENJOY!!
PS: Nicole, finding photos for this was very difficult as I have NO recent phtos of us all as a family. I have tons of everyone else except you. Please change this. Change what is happening right now, stop being a butt head & realise we want what is best for you & we all love you.
Happy Birthday Noodle.
Happy Birthday once again Noo Noo. I miss you & love you. x